im jus a human n im ofcoz am an imperfect homosapien.
i hav a fair share of problems.
lyk syudies.
aft i left primary skol i try 2 4get my problem.
i nvr tell ani1 i hav dyslexia.
i hav problem wit reading, spelling, skiping n adding words wen i read n yada yada yada.
e onli 1 i ever told was shahrir.
e good thng is he encorage me 2 read.
i was scared 2 read.
each tym i hold ani form of reading material i tend 2 get nervous.
u see me holding newsppr.
e onli thng i do is look at e pics.
well tt was a yr ago.
i also hav problem wit public specking.
or aniform of doing anithng infront of ppl im not close.

i had my olevel oral exam 2dae.
n ofcoz i hav 2 prectise.
so my eng teacher(nx door neighbour)gav e class all e other previous oral.
so i read to mira.
at 1st all was good.
but suddenly i imagine myself doing it proprly.
n e 1 infront of me was e examiner.
i start 2 stagger soso bad.
my reading was frm normal 2 extream slow.
1point of tym i cant absorb e words.
mira gav me e convesation qn.
its e same as wat flower ask me.
wit flower i ans so smoothly.
wit mira i was lyk err.. err.. help..

we got 2 leave 1period early.
thank god.
so i tot mayb do some reading, eating n drinking water.
not 2 4get visit e toilet.
at last i skip all tt n accompany anis hm.
she need 2 change shoe n get nail polish remover.
reach e exam venue late.
as usual.
i was e 6 person.
aft e 5 person left.
i was e onli person sitting on e front sit.
i felt nervous bt tried 2 calm myself.
e passage n picture was okey.
wen i had 2 see e 2 examiner.
i try 2 imagine myself reading 2 shahrir or mai or mira.
i try 2 concentrate on e reading.
wen suddenly i didnt noe how 2 pronounce a word.
e gd thnk was e examiner encorage me.
e kiut part was both was leaning forward n almost got out of e sit.
so i continue.
it actually make me confident.
4 pic discussion i jus blabber wats in my head.
4 convesation its e 1st tym i feel so confident.
ofcoz e qn is easy.
im not sure if i might score.
but im sure i will pass.

i really hav 2 thank all who giv me e support.
n all e luck n wishes.
esp mira.
4 e support.
mai.
4 everythng.
shahrir.
4 e luck, confident, love, care, support n jus being der.
4 jus being himself.

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