was at shahrir hs AGAIN.
it hit me AGAIN.
i don wan 2 hav SEX wit a guy who is attached.
since he was wit SHAHIDAH,
APRIL to AUGUST,
4MTHS he hav been CHEATING on her.
n IM e THIRD party.
i hav dis thng called GUILT.
its DISGUSTING 2 b e third party.
he use e word LOVE on BOTH me n her.
IF he love me,(which i cant blive animore)
he wuld hav LEFT her.
IF he love her,(i oso don blive)
he wuld NOT hav cheat her.
n e FACT it START frm e START of e relationship lor.
wat do i mean cheat?
?meet?kiss?hug?sl?
NO.
its being in his bed every week.
n each tym his out of camp.
its disgusting 2 b attached 2 a guy who allows other gals 2 b in his boxer.
its EVEN disgusting 2 b in his boxer n noeing is attached.
sadly i hav dis thng called guilt.
so i wan a leave u.
once n 4 all.
i noe im not in ur mind or heart.
mayb boxer.
but tts e last place i wan b.

so abdul shahrir.
since im not ur wife.
i cant control u.
but since i can control my fingers.
i wan say go 2 shahidah.
4get bout me.
let me b jus a memory.
let me b e little gal who do stupid thngs wit u.
but gets angry on little2 stuff.
let me jus b e mother of ur dead child.
let me go.
leave me.
im done getting hurt.
im done crying.

my o is near n u r not helping.
i jus need tym.
i jus need space.
i need love.
i need security.
i need sincerity.
i needed u.
e u who gave me all tt.
not e u who cheats.

i need e guy who once gave me unconditional love.

sadly i left him on 14 aug 1plus in e aftnoon.
so he can b wit his bloved gf.
e 1 he put as my love in his hp.

so i guess he don love me animore.
so tts y i leave.

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