how do i feel wen i woke up?
contented.

im not de kind which is satisfied wit wat i hav.
but 4 once im so greatfully wit wat i hav.
i noe i wan more.
but i noe de one above giv onli wat u need.
not too little not too much.
i felt so secure, love, greatful.
wat more can i ask 4.

i don hav much gal frens.
but if i were to choose
gal frens to mai mira n cha.
ill definetely pick dis 3 great gals.
all three hav diff personality.
but nomatter wateve shit i throw dey accept.
n i noe dey will love me.

i culd get ani guy i wan
but only 1 stick wit me.
i culd nvr b wit a guy more den a mth.
but dis guy stick wit me more den a yr.
we wen thru shit
but i noe at de end of e day his still der.
his still mine.
his still de 1 i love.

i noe my past was bad.
but im greatful i got dem.
not tt i lyk it.
but it make me who i am.
if thngs were diff.
i wont b who i am now.
not undrestanding, no trust, no determination.

every1 noe i hate my family.
n i noe dis is not de ideal family.
but witout dem i wont hav dis strong personality.
quoted frm family "degil"
actually tts not wat i mean.
my family teach me lots of stuff.
if dey cared bout me more
i don thnk ill b indepandent.
i learn not to b gullible.
i noe my family hav lots of secret.
which i hate so much.
so i learn truth hurts so face it.

dispite all e thngs tt hav happen.
i learn tt everythng happens 4 a reason.
u gain some u lose some.
wateve u go thru is jus a test.
chobaan la katekn.
wit dis i learn 2 appreciate.
by appreciating n accepting
i now noe contentment.

(sorry if wat i write sounds crap.
i jus donoe how to express my feeling thru words.
but by actions i do.)

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