look at de tym.
its 5.21am.
im still awake.
jus culdnt slp.
had smstuff on my mind.

i culd still taste blood in my lips.
its a small cut.
thanks uh ibu.
u so make my day.
oh i actually maki her.
its de 1st tym i say a badword infront of my parents.
ayah n iman was shocked.
she really cross de line.

1thng i don lyk bout my body is
i get headache n heartache wen i feel pain.
so don pinch,box,slap,or hurt anywhere including de heart.
it wont hurt at where u hit me but at my head n heart.
weird but true.
b tts y i cry if u hurt me.
it hurts alot.

1thng i don lyk bout my eyes is
i cant control it.
wen im very angry n sad.
it will flow lyk de waterfall.
n im sensetive to my own tears.
so my cheeks will start to itch.
n it looks lyk i jus put blusher.
weird.

im wan to pierce my ear.
1thng bout my ear
cant use fake goods.
it will itch,redness,swell.
n i don lyk hurting my body.
so im scared.
wish me luck.

b wan to pierce if i do.
but he don suit wit pierceing n i dn lyk if he hav.
cant azankn anak.
if he is de father of my child.
who is gg to azan my child.
i still hold to my religion.
but at de same tym i cant stop him frm doing.
ders dis saying"u cant change a person if de person wont wan to change."
y do i belive dis?
coz im 1 of dem.
delete de bold word.

k i wan try get my sleep.
meet mai get piercing n exfoliate thngy.
den meet abdul shahrir 4 my ipod,kissies n huggies.
aww i feel so love.

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