i wanted to blog but i jus didnt hav de tym.

grandfather wen hosp on Fri nite. on sat i wanted to say tt im glad tt his condition seems better. me n kak mi was suppose to over nite der tt nite but we didn't. den Sunday morning we had a call frm cik man jangut tt his condition deteriorated. he had another stroke tt nite. he had a ct scan n it showed tt his left brain n back rite brain was gone. he cant even hav an op. i talked to cik fau. every1 was so scared dey camped at de lobby. sun nite cik man slp der.

on mon morning i wen to skol but der was a change in time table. met shahrir. den off to hosp. der was cik lin only. we talked. she said its quite bad. i was hoping for a miracle. every1 came to see him. had a family meeting. planned wat we gg to do for de mth. every1 left except me, sis n kak mi. got frustrated over a msg. talked dad at de lobby. at 3 we wen to see atok. sis n dad wen to eat at qiji. i selawat while kak mi yasin. atok cough. called de nurse. start to panic. nurse suck out his flam. nurse suck out his vomit. nurse start to panic. nurse gav him face mask. called sis. sis arrived in 2 mins. nurse checked his pulse. called cik su. nurse called doctor. every1 start to panic. we istifar for atok. i hold his left hand sis was bside me. kak mi n dad was at his rite. i culd feel de cold rising. sis n dad start calling every1. doc came to check his bp. doc tear n said he was gone. called every1. hold his rite hand. de cold kept rising. kak mi hugged him. dad hugged him. i kept kissing atok. 3.30 was de tym he left. cik su n cik man came came every1 else. atok was send to last office. took de death cert wit cik noi n cik fau. lepak at qiji wit dem plus sis, lil, johann. wen baq to last office den cik izah family arrived.

had a ceremony. it was shining, de wind was blowing, de rain was very calming. de whole house was filled wit every1. he was surounded by his family, frens n every1 tt love him. wen to msjd kalid. it was jus drizziling. wen to cck it was shining. der was sadness in me but mostly it was filled wit happiness. i was happy tt he was strong, de great memories he left n tt he didnt suffer. i was happy to see 5 white little imps squatting bside his grave reading yasin for him.

now nenek no fren. will b staying wit her for awhile.

ill alwyas love u atok.

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